well, tonight dinner with my gers really loosen me up, esp after past weeks of 'heavy responsibilities'.. though i'm the eldest in the group,i'm also the 'childish' of all (in fact, i really doubt they remember i'm years older than them).. .. looking at them,i saw myself.. so professional, so prim and proper.. being with them, i just feel so at ease, so kiddish if i may put it.. dont get me wrong,of course i'm not a kid, but sometimes i can be real kiddish.. just like my ever faithful boyfriend - hugo, he's ever so alert in protecting me.. even when he's playing in the field, he's always on a lookout for me.. yet when he's at home or by my side, he's such a pampered son who can be such incredible brat..(like mother like son??) haaa..
I like this phrase.. by Elliot (i forgot how to spell her name) "we put different faces to meet the different faces we meet each day" (how true..)
have u ever wondered who is the 'true' person behind every person you meet?
for those who know me personally,the first impression of J is usually icy and 'high-maintainence'. when u get to know J after the ice-breaking, she can surprise you with blunt friendliness and 'active interaction'. But have u ever wondered who is the real J behind all these words, behind all these energy?
well, i do.. i question not just on myself, but also on other people.. why cant people be themselves when they befriend people? someone once commented that i'm just like a book - easily read.. what's wrong with that? at least i'm true to myself.. i enjoy all friendship, be it new or old.. i dun like to 'hide' behind a front (though i often give people a false impression).. of course we must behave appropriately to environments but if u know J, i like to speak how i feel, and i'm learning to mix that with some level of tactfulness..
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