今天菁一個人逛街..這是她這一年第一次一個人出門逛街..
菁曾經很享受一個人逛街的樂趣,但因為害怕在街上碰到或想起他,菁已經有8個月一直不敢一個人逛街..
愛人的代價真的很大..
菁今天也回"家" 了..
感覺上好像有幾年沒回城市豐收教會,但實際上才不過幾個星期..
在這裡,不管心情再怎麼差,菁可以將一切的一切較妥出來..把身上的包袱卸下..好輕鬆..
看見小組成員們,心裡是多麼安撫..似乎回到家的感覺..
雖然他們不了解菁的掙扎,但他們還是菁親愛的兄弟姊妹..尤其是Valerie,Delia和Jocelyn..
大家很高興看見菁回來,但他們不會知道菁在這幾個月也是多麼想念他們..
今天的啟示是"一切相信"
馬可福音 9:23
耶穌對他說：你若能信，在信的人，凡事都能。
Mark 9:23
Everything is possible for him who believes.
羅馬書 1:17
義人必因信得生.
Rom 1:17
The righteous will live by faith.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Friday, August 29, 2008
29 Aug 08 - 回家後的第一杯小酒
很久沒有休閒地在家裡陪爸爸喝小酒一杯..
好久沒有這麼舒服地與爸媽聊天..
原來陪他們看台灣連續劇也可以是多麼休閒.. 呵呵
(雖然不了解台灣連續劇怎麼可以作到500多集!!不可思議的長編) 似乎好像回到台灣看電視的感覺..
不能否認今天的菁一直想念著他.. 但又怎樣呢? 他也不會想菁...
菁也只能把這份思念放在風裡,讓她帶去吧..能帶走多少就多少..
菁相信自己能過這一關..
當上蒼關閉一扇門,同時也會展開另一扇門..
雖然知道這扇門很難關,但為了開另一扇門,不管多難這門還是得關,不是嗎?
請為菁禱告吧..
剛剛回來的菁就開始覺得累了..應該是這樣的新開始嗎?
好久沒有這麼舒服地與爸媽聊天..
原來陪他們看台灣連續劇也可以是多麼休閒.. 呵呵
(雖然不了解台灣連續劇怎麼可以作到500多集!!不可思議的長編) 似乎好像回到台灣看電視的感覺..
不能否認今天的菁一直想念著他.. 但又怎樣呢? 他也不會想菁...
菁也只能把這份思念放在風裡,讓她帶去吧..能帶走多少就多少..
菁相信自己能過這一關..
當上蒼關閉一扇門,同時也會展開另一扇門..
雖然知道這扇門很難關,但為了開另一扇門,不管多難這門還是得關,不是嗎?
請為菁禱告吧..
剛剛回來的菁就開始覺得累了..應該是這樣的新開始嗎?
Thursday, August 28, 2008
28 Aug 08 - Just a normal female
a friend reminded me that i still have another blog space.. i saw a photo with him there..our 1st Chinese New Year together..photos now serve as memories that my love was alive with me..
i've not forgotten him,despite of what he's done.. i still miss him,love him...yet i know the one i love is no longer alive..
it hurts, yes it hurts.. but what can i do? like what the song says - tell Him all of your doubts, struggles and desires, i believe He has a way. that is what i can do, right?
in face of all these challenges n struggles,i know i do not have the strength to overcome; no matter how good i am in work or with people. only He knows what my heart is made of.. how much i can bear..
looking at the photo,i still longs for his hug..i know i should not but i really do.... ....typical female emotions..
....best emotional attack combo..
this song came on the radio while thinking of him.. (i dedicated this song to him when he came back to me after my shanghai trip n decided i'm the one for him.)Every word means so much to me, cos i know it wont be a smooth flowing..but all i need is his affirmation..
勇气-梁静茹
词:光良 曲:瑞业
终于作了这个决定 别人怎么说我不理 只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去 我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己 最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气 来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定 我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气 去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你 放在我手心里 你的真心
如果我的坚强任性 会不小心伤害了你 你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急 更害怕错过你
i've not forgotten him,despite of what he's done.. i still miss him,love him...yet i know the one i love is no longer alive..
it hurts, yes it hurts.. but what can i do? like what the song says - tell Him all of your doubts, struggles and desires, i believe He has a way. that is what i can do, right?
in face of all these challenges n struggles,i know i do not have the strength to overcome; no matter how good i am in work or with people. only He knows what my heart is made of.. how much i can bear..
looking at the photo,i still longs for his hug..i know i should not but i really do.... ....typical female emotions..
....best emotional attack combo..
this song came on the radio while thinking of him.. (i dedicated this song to him when he came back to me after my shanghai trip n decided i'm the one for him.)Every word means so much to me, cos i know it wont be a smooth flowing..but all i need is his affirmation..
勇气-梁静茹
词:光良 曲:瑞业
终于作了这个决定 别人怎么说我不理 只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去 我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己 最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气 来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定 我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气 去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你 放在我手心里 你的真心
如果我的坚强任性 会不小心伤害了你 你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急 更害怕错过你
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