25 Aug 08 - Potential candidates

As my new journey starts,i have been receiving all sorts of funny 'considerations'.. some even started negotiating with me on the life after marriage..how ridiculous..I know they're teasing me n i really hope they don't mean it..

if u ask me do i want to start my own family,of course i do! that's every girl's dream, i think. Esp after spending time with kids (including Princess婷婷), i'd really hope to have a kid of my own n i've alwaye been wanting to adopt a baby..

coming back to these 'considerable candidates',they're all like my elder brothers. not because i'm narrow-minded or because it's not the right time,but no matter what they say,i know n i know they're not for me...someone meant for them is waiting for them out there..

Then,what about me? Wait.
technically,i've found the person who connects to me. things happens and i was told to wait. what is mine will be mine. The last thing i want to do is to 'help God' to speed up the process. firstly,He is the Creator - how much of His great wisdom can i fathom? secondly,nothing is impossible with God - who am i to limit God?

Many friends urge me to 'explore around' as women's value depreciates with time..but honestly,does age really matters? what is the point of the relationship when it does not serve God's purpose? so what if i'll be OLD bride? so what if age will affect my chances of preg? If God is not in the plan,i'd really rather not to be there.

Yes-it seems as if i'm just doing nothing n waiting around for blessing to fall from sky.. But can anyone tell me what can i do to 'help' God? i believe all i have to do is to obey and trust God n His love for His people.

Matt 6:26-27
Look at the birds. They don’t plant or harvest or store food in barns, for your heavenly Father feeds them. And aren’t you far more valuable to him than they are? Can all your worries add a single moment to your life?
馬 太 福 音 6:26-27
你 們 看 那 天 上 的 飛 鳥 ， 也 不 種 ， 也 不 收 ， 也 不 積 蓄 在 倉 裡 ， 你 們 的 天 父 尚 且 養 活 他 。 你 們 不 比 飛 鳥 貴 重 得 多 麼 ？你 們 那 一 個 能 用 思 慮 使 壽 數 多 加 一 刻 呢 （ 或 作 ： 使 身 量 多 加 一 肘 呢 ） ？


in fact,i enjoy this waiting period (though patience is not in my dictionary at all)..cos i can seek n serve God's people.. If He allows anything to happen,it will happen. meanwhile, i'll do my part;He will do the rest..

So, my dear friends, do not worry for me. Everything is in His Plan. In Jesus i trust :)