just came back from an orchestral concert titled "New Beginnings".. i thought i'd enjoy it cos i have always enjoyed such events but it didn't turn out as enjoyable as i thought i would.. he kept coming to my mind - he was in a orchestral band as flute player n we enjoyed attending concerts together.. (speaking of being athletic n talented,he is -at least in my eyes) i miss him.. it seems like whatever i enjoy doing,his shadows will be there cos we shared same interest in these activities..
it's already Sept08..soon it'll be Dec08 - 1yr from when it all started.. yet,i cant really get him out of my mind.. i know emotional recovery requires time.. but i really pray for the strength to go through this..
i know he's changed.. maybe he does not enjoy such activities anymore but i cant help seeing his shadows in the things i enjoy doing.. i keep telling myself-singapore is so small,there's no way i can escape from this haunting..i know i need to face these n go through this 'painful recovery'..
if u understand my situation,please join in prayers with me in this wait.. i dont know how long i'd take but i know i've to go through this process..
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