tmr is 12Nov..
just came to realise it when i log into facebook this afternoon.. at the right-hand corner, it says tmr birthday - bosco lai.. it's not as if i've forgotten his birthday (in fact it is one of those dates which i foresaw a challenge,just like 2Oct) but i really didn't realise its impact till this afternoon..
as much as i wld like to celebrate with him,i know it's not in my range of choices; as much as i wld like to wish him 'Happy Birthday',i dunno how and what to say.. the question then came to my mind 'should i?' .. for some time, i was really wondering if i should.. in the end,i decided to send him a e-card (at least it's an effort to choose n send, if he still appreciates it) .. but even till this moment,i still wonder if the card message is appropriate, will he misinterprets as i'm still upset with him (cos the message is like 'looking back at your achievement past yr').. then again, that is the simpliest design i can find (fyi i searched in 2 web greeting sites). .. anyway what's sent is sent, so be it.
how saddening it is.. last yr this day i was happily planning a surprise for him - a lunch treat for 3, took this leap of faith to get him a watch as his present.. yet, this year this time, i have to step back all the way to a simple e-card.. and still ve to worry if it'll dampen his happiness..
how ironic.. how contradicting life can be..
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