finally..i had my 2nd interview with Father Yim.. I was quite tongue-tied, till i let go of my rationale thinking.. expected his consensus with my decision, afterall baptism is not just another-thing-to-do.. it has a GREAT significance behind it, and this significance is for eternity!
cant say i'm happy.. in fact i'm kinda sad but at the same time i'm at peace to have this settled.. if i'm meant to be (Bosco used to say that i've the 'catholic fate'), i will be. if this is my calling, i cant 'escape'.. I totally agree with Paul - it's better to have good Christian than to have a 'lousy' Catholic.
after my interview,i actually cant bear to leave the parish.. sat on the floor with phyllis in parish office(as if it's our living room) and our chat continued to our usual coffeeshop.. though 9mths are relatively short compared to 4yrs or 13yrs,but they are like my family.. i know i have my family of brothers n sisters in N277, but perhaps cos of age.. this group feels more of a 'family' cos of godmummy and goddaddy.. and 'grandpa' Paul. :)
all along this journey, everyone thought i'd be baptised and even 'prophesied' my ministry with RCIA and Amplify.. even Paul was surprised at my decision... well, perhaps it's not the time, perhaps it's meant for greater things to come.. all i know is we're all one family in Christ. One day, the Church will be unified. Afterall, there's no denominational issue in Heaven. :)
my dears, i'll try to attend Mass whenever i can.. don't worry, i still love you and my prayers are with you!
special p/s:
my dear david,continue to seek wisdom and guidance in His Word, ok? remember - Bible is not an ornament for the Altar; Be a living Bible in your life.
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