i merely passed the 'anniversary' test.. 2 Oct.. i still cried for him, well..about 5mins.. i still miss him when i closed my eyes to sleep last night.. at least i survived without slipping back into the state of 'why this happened'..
by right, i shld be ok by now.. esp these days i've met some new friends, esp through Gwen's wedding.. i'm flattered and honoured that some actually indicated keen interest to know me better but i told them off with any reasonable excuses in such direct bluntness..
why? i don't really know..
maybe i'm not ready for any further considerations, maybe i don't want to consider anyone anymore (afterall it's really tiring to get to know someone so well, sharing every bits of your life and still have to go thru the '4yrs cycle').. someone commented that i must have been hurt too deeply that i have 'lost faith' in man species of this earth. am i?? i'm still involving myself with those 'singles' outing and hoping that someone meant for me will come along or return to me..
perhaps i'm contented being alone,spending time with my hugo and perhaps waiting for someone to fall from sky...
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