13 Dec 08 - BOLD and LOVING present

Tonight is the 1st service W503 is attending as a new cell (we have more sisters than brothers!).. dunno why but just a feeling that i'll be 'more active' in this cell (training ground for greater things to come?).. gonna miss N277 even though it's kinda funny too, cos both cgs are all seated together during service and we only ve to split into respective cgs for debriefing after service.. i guess the 'different cg' feeling will sink in on thurs cos the new cell meeting is in town,not AMK anymore.. sob sob..

recently someone asked me this very good qn "how do u know if guy A is 'for you'."
hmmm.. how do i know.. well, i guess no one knows (i'm nt a believer in 'love @ first sight').. unless one party is willing to step out to 'verify' with the person and work things out together.. will i be the first to step out? though i'm a feminist, but i'd still prefer to sacrifice this big move for the gentleman.. hahaa... i believe if he's really interested, he will take this risk (the greater the desire the greater the motivation, remember?) afterall man is created to be the head of the family.. if he dun even dare to take risk for his own happiness.. how can i trust him to lead as head of my family?
(yes, i know i'm asking much from this poor guy.. well, he has to pass some sincerity assessment tests, right?)

ok, to be fair, i'll try to assure him of my interest if he dare to step out, ok? i read somwhere about 'getting the engine started'.. well, in my view, he has to start engine and i'll keep the engine running (if i'm interested).. fair deal?

ever read this Jap book - Train Man? it's a true story of how a couple knew each other from Webchat and romance kicks off; the book is basically their chat history.. the sincerity of love can even be felt and proven thru the Net!! (i've been online chat all day.. how come i dun get this kind romantic 'fate'? :P)

my dear babe, i know you are trying to help..to keep my eyes open.. but i'd prefer to adhere to my sincerity tests.. dont worry, ok? i'm fine.. i know my God has prepared a BOLD and LOVING present for me :) .. if you must worry, pls pray for him.. cos he sure has a lot of tests to go through..


Eph 5:25-27
Husbands, go all out in your love for your wives, exactly as Christ did for the church—a love marked by giving, not getting. Christ's love makes the church whole. His words evoke her beauty. Everything he does and says is designed to bring the best out of her, dressing her in dazzling white silk, radiant with holiness.